I couldn’t believe the feeling that I had inside of me when I got married. I just knew that there would never be anything that would take those feelings away from me. As time has taken its toll on my marriage, there have been many trying times. I’ve had to deal with an affair as well as deceit and lies. This caused me to re-think if I was actually committed to what I was doing. At the end of the day, I really just wanted a release. Something that would take my mind off of something that was causing so much stress in my life.
I knew that finding another woman was out of the question. Living in the UK, there are tons of beautiful women. Considering that I’d already caught my wife cheating, I knew that this wasn’t the answer. Making new friends would always raise a red flag, and bring about the jealousy bug. I was literally drained from all of the brainstorming. It got so bad that my coworkers began asking me what was wrong out of the nowhere. It just seemed as if the motivation was no longer there for me to try and make things work.
It’s just funny where you find answers in life. I went and played basketball with a friend of mine one day. We were just talking about things that were going on in our lives, and he began talking to me about something that he does in order to get away. He told me that he couldn’t just tell me, he’d have to show me. I was initially confused but I didn’t have anything to lose. So, I played along with the game.
We went to his place and he told me that whenever things start to become too hectic, he looks at live nude shows. At first I was confused because I always figured that things were great for my friend. He told me that there are times when he is just ready to pull out all of his hair. That’s when he takes a step back and checks out his new favorite past time.
I felt like a resurrected man! I went home and began browsing until I found just what I was searching for. I was so in balance and excited. This was the rush that I’d been craving for so long. This idea had literally been staring me right in the face for so long, and I had never even considered it. Having the chance to check out nude babes whenever I wanted just provided me with a sense of freedom. Now, whenever I need to get away from a particular situation, I have an alternative. I have seen my stress level decrease and my excitement level sky rocket. The funny thing is that my wife has commented on how she has seen a change in my behavior and she likes it. She doesn’t know that I check out live nude shows in order to release. The way I see it, what she doesn’t know won’t hurt her!